Day 43

I don't think any one will ever understand how much i hate Florida. I can't even walk outside it is so hot and muggy :/ ONLY 4 MORE DAYS TILL I AM OUT THOUGH!!!!! :) Tomorrow i am going to dye my hair, so today is my last day of being a blonde! i am scared but excited at the same time, ha ha. we used to have a family friend do it for free and that is the only way my mom could afford it. then she moved away sooo, i haven't gotten highlights in 11 months, sooo the top of my hair is brown and the bottom blonde, and it looks stupid. ha ha so I am prob just gonna dye it all brown so that it is less noticeable when my hair grows out and i can save money with it. I love my blonde sooo much and growing up I ALWAYS wanted to be blonde, but i have to think about the fact that if i go and get my highlights re done tomorrow, i am just going to have to go through the same thing that i am right now in a couple months.. Also i have lost 49 pounds since July 18th 2009. I need change, my mom hasn't had any money to buy me new clothes (except for a couple things, but mostly dresses which i can't wear on a daily basis) so about 95% of my clothes are HUGE on me. I look stupid! after loosing almost 50 pounds i want a complete makeover! my mom got me contacts, now dyeing my hair, and when i get back to Ohio she is gonna get me some new clothes. so when i come back to school for my Junior year, i will look completely different :) anyway, I'm gonna goo. 4 days till Ohio, 25 days till my 7th Jonas Brothers concert, 49 days till Camp Rock 2, and 53 days till my 8th Jonas Brothers concert! byee